Sunday, August 26, 2007 ; 11:45 AMY
Be back by my side ; will you?
21 August 2oo7
HUIMIN^*Hmms , i relinked already . BYTCH x3
RACHEL^*Why sian ??
Ahgal^*Do take care ya? (:
ISABELLE♥^*Thanks Jelly Beanie :D
22 August 2oo7
:) WEILIANG^*Where got the same ? O.o
fatin^*Thanks thanks :D
YENLING^*Who say won't pai seh , i also human marhs ? Silly (:
WANTING^*hahah! You sound abit high ehs? heheh , i love you so much too , dumbdumb :DDD
23 August 2oo7
:) WEILIANG^*Hahah , thanks luh (:
'-don^*? Oh ! hahah , LOVES <3>maybelline^*I'm from Orchid Park Secondary School ((:
ahgiirl^*Haas , we must meet up okay !? MUACKS ! loveloves(:
drew^*You stupid de lehs , you want to say i naggy right !? LOL !
24 August 2oo7
JOSIE^*Alright , i will relink :D
25 August 2oo7
WEIZHONG^*Cause he always have alot to complaint right ? LOL , sometimes looking at his face when hes' complaint ; so funny ! :DDD
angeline^*Haas , i will (: loves.
25.o8.07
Woke up at around 6 in the morning , cause i thot i got school . -_- In the end , i have difficulties going back to sleep . So i rlly woke up at 8+ , cooked maggie mee and eat . Met Huimin under block 114 , sat 969 to northpoint . Saw no where there ? Then we saw Weiliang and Jeremy , they all were planning to go bugis as well (: Then went to the toilet ? Went to buy some things to eat as i was a lil hungry , in the end . Haven't finish jiu give josie eat le -____-
Saw Boyfriend & Weijie & Potato . Talked , saw Josie & Wilber . Hanged around . Saw Velarie , then we headed straight to the Mrt . Wilber is a very very hyper person i tell you :D He never seems to settle down in one place -_- And confirm ; he's equally as naughty as Josie . LOL! This is a NO DOUBT ! :x
Reached bugis , went to Bugis Street to searching for my school bag . But none caught my attention , so went on for my shopping :D I bought a White Shorts at 29.90 and a belt for $8 . :D And i superman T-shirt at $29 . :D Met up with Boyfriend & co to go back to yishun . Wilber made us laugh like mad i tell ya ..
Back to yisun , went to Kfc to eat . Slacked . Home-ed
Shawn is the WINNER (:
Pictures taken from last time .
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 ; 7:41 PMY
Be back by my side ; will you?
17 August 2oo7
'-don^*I miss you too ah ! <3
YENLING^*Don't like that say lehs , your hubby me will pai seh one lehs ! :D
RACHEL^*Of cuz la , song also don't know how to listen -_-
18 August 2oo7
❤ Ahgal^*Haas , been busy lately lor . Doing homework and stuff hoping to promote to sec four ma ? hahah , cannot rot all the way derhs la . LMAO . Sorry , never tag u . Meet up soon then (:
fatin^*You're linked ! :DDD
Been rlly lazy to update anything ! But i've been spending alot of money last week . I watched like 1 to 3 movie a week ? WTF !!
Today , breakfasted with huimin . Accompanied by baby & co , but they went off suddenly with jeremy to wait for rachel . Bokhui came not long later , ate and went to school . English , vocab was ALRIGHT ~ :X Then comes maths , nothing much actually (: Then chemistry , my cliques spend the whole period joking and laughing the way :P
Then Art was fine , left with bartick and canvas , i'm quater done with canvas drawing . And half done with my layout of bartick. :D i've been hardworking you see :X Then went for SSP . Dismissed . Guess what ? I had lots to carry man ): One canvas , one art file , and a fucking big heavy bag T_T But luckily got ppl help me take :DD Thanks Thanks (:
Home-ed
i miss you so much ):
Friday, August 17, 2007 ; 12:00 AMY
Be back by my side ; will you?
13 August 2oo7
crystal^*Haas , thanks for tagging luh . CRYSTALLLL :DDD
justin^*Haas , no problem (:
14 August 2oo7
'-don^*Handsome lor , you buey hiao luh :X I love you too :D
HUIMIN^*Like that then good what ! Stupid bytch.
15 August 2oo7
YENLING^*You then naughty lehs ! :D
Iceman[:^*Okay okay -_- stupid erzi . hahah!
16 August 2007
RACHEL^*Is though not girl -_- song also don't know how to listen properly derhs lehs . silly hui
It's 12.o8 am now , and i'm dog tired . really ! So i'll post picture for today only .
I am the dumb one .
....!!!
AND THIS LOOK ..... !! idiotic and stupid
PLATEEEEEE :DDDD she look kinda sick don't she LOL
Happy 1 year anniversary to Mr Cheng & Ms Tan , the son and the mother :DDDD happy? LOL!
AND I FUCKING MISS MY BABY UNCLE , MY PRECIOUS , MY D24 , MY ESPLANADE , MY DURIAN , MY RAMBUTAN , MY LAO GONG , MY DARLING , MY SWEETHEART , MY NEMESIS , MY EVERYTHING .
i'm yearning to see you RIGHT now! ):
Monday, August 13, 2007 ; 6:28 PMY
Be back by my side ; will you?
12 August 2oo7
'-don^*Haas , i miss you too :D Happy Third Month (:
Iceman[:^*Walao , you everytime type this kinda of funny funny things derhs lehs ! LOL
13 August 2oo7
'-don^*Why you everytime tag the same one? -_- iloveyoutoo
YENLING^*How you want me to reply this tag ? -_- Stupid you :D
12 . o8 . o7
It's our Third Month :D
Met up at around 1.30+ at KFC , well was suppose to be there . But i don't know why all the boys turned out to be at the KFC . So we decided to head to GV to buy the tickets first , on the way . Saw MATTHEW&MINGXUAN . Well , it's been quite a time since i actually last saw them . :D And MINGXUAN's birthday coming =DDD
Then bought the tickets , saw the boys . Around 2.25 we went in to the threatre . BABY's bad habit still didn't change , still shout here and there like nobody was actually in there . But the fact was THERE IS [:
The show "Secret" isn't as nice as all of my friends has decribed it to be . In fact i find it fucking boring and stupid . In all , it's just ain't SO NICE .But Jay IS HANDSOME (: Then after movie , we bid good bye to the boys , and we headed down to Bugis . In the Mrt , we met some tiko peks . -_- My goodness.
Reached , bought our Skinny jeans . We headed back yishun , and we ROTTED at 749 badly -_-
Homed.
Today.
We almost didn't attend any lesson today at all . D: Mr Saktun physics class , we kept talking . Mdm Vanitha wasn't in school , and this cause us to lose two lessons . English ; Ms Oi . None bother to listen to her . Mt ; In the ITR room sleeping . History and Social Studies ; Absent . :DDDD i extremely love today .
School was SUPPOSE to end at 2.1o . But i dismiss myself at around 1.30 or so , went canteen have a break with my clique . :DD Was kinda moody by then , idk why ?Then SSP was alright . Something made me laugh like
They were actually talking about maple stuffs then huimin asked alfred.
Huimin : Where to find you?
Alfred: Home.
Huimin : Slap her own head
Us : HAHAHAHAHA!
Huimin : Aiya , then your name lehs?
Alfred: My name alfred.
Huimin: -_- hahah
Us : HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
Then we were like talking about private parts among ourself.
Huimin & me : Bokbok you pa siao or not?
Bokbok : I don't know .
Henry came in
Huimin : Henry you pa siao before or not?
Henry : No lehs?
Us : HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!
Huimin : Cause you don't have marhs?
Us : HAHAH!
Henry said bokbok something
Bokbok : I also never say i never pa siao before .
Me : Thats mean you got la ? got then say lor -_-"
Huimin : Next time got fire no need fire extinguisher . Ask them pa siao on it can already.
Me : Then if the fire become worse how ? Thats mean sperms are flammable . LOL!
Huimin : HAHAHHAHA!
Bokbok : HAHAHHAHA .... -_______-"
This are all the craps we said today . (:
Homed.
Saturday, August 11, 2007 ; 11:18 PMY
Be back by my side ; will you?
8 August 2oo7
RACHEL^*Cause you're Siao Lang Hui marhs?LOL!
Lewei^*Haas , yup yup . ETERNITYYYYY EIGHTTTTT.
HUIMIN^*Not only that post , you must love every of my post . :D
WANTING^*So you'RE AUNTIE BOWL . Not Mrs Ice or Auntie Ice ? LOL!
9 August 2oo7
'-don^*Huh? No luh , i never think too much :D
WANTING^*Age faster then good what ? Got more freedom :DDD
YC^*Then you think properly too , am i rlly that stupid ? ahahah , i add on to the heart later on as you REQUESTTED OKAY! Dumbass cong. :D
1o August 20o7
'-don^*Haas , i love you too (:
xxing^*Haas , sure sure . I'll link you up ! :D
11 August 20o7
RACHEL^*Crazy arhs you?
bokbok^*Hi. (:
xxing^*Haas , i'm not pretty :X
I'm getting bored and tired at home ): Sigh. Recently i can say damn fuck many things happened. All negative stuffs . wth , but whatever . i got my darling boyfriend and my good friends with me , i'm afraid of nothing :D
o9.o8.o7
Well , it's NATIONAL DAY :DDD Was planning to go to explanade to see some fireworks? I don't know . Met BABY & co at OCBC with PINKIE&HUIMIN .Then did some crappy stuff like buy comb go toilet , blahblah :X . Then sat a direct bus there ? Walked to Suntec City , awww ): It's been a long long time since i last went there actually . Well of course , last time that someone was there working . But now is not . But forget it , whatever ~
Then walked around . Arguements here and there , idk why? And i had a shock and angry day. Rlly ! And i fucking hate it , i swear ! _!_
Then went to eat at KFC , and slacked . And guess what? We missed out the firework -_- Cause all we cared is talk talk wait wait and eat eat ? We actually forget the time :X Then bobian luh . Then walked all the way to bugis , Arguements again . ~~ Sat on a bus full of smelly people >:( noisy as well . Then somethings happened , so met SIANGANN & co . chit chatted for around 12+ went home .
homed.
1o.o8.o7
Met BABY up , and went AMK HUB . Guess what? I thot BABY was rlly going to buy thing for a guy named desmond . In the end , he went there to buy another pair of the ring i gave him to me . Silly UNCLE , i rlly appreciate for what you did even though there's no surprise at all (: ILOVEYOUSOMUCH. We've been thru so much together , happy times , sad times , angry times everything everything . And we made a promise to each other we'll never gonna leave each other . Believe that we'll make it (: We will not be SIANGANN's&WEIZHONG's betting target anymore >:(
Today.
Woke up at about 11 , went to POSB to make my atm card again -_-" Then ate breakfast with my mother . Saw a uncle with alot alot of nice tattoos on his body . Cool , how i wish he was my dad . That will be fucking cool and style :D
Went home . Called BABY , then BABY cabbed to my house (: Watched television , O2ed and chatted . Went off from house to Civic Center at around 6 or so . I laughed all the way from Yishun to Woodlands with my baby and my mama . :DDD my mama thot i went bonkers or something ? LOL!
Then we had dinner at some funny Thai Restaurant . We had Pineapple rice , Seafood Kuey tiao with thai style , Tom Yam Soup , Vermicillie Prawn Salad , Fried Fish and some idk what . Together was about 80 or so ? idk , kinda cheap actually .
Then walked around Courts (: Mrted back to yishun . Slacked around station there . Then the policeman saw us couple together , they actually walked off without screening us :D How i hate screening , omfg >:( Then we had a GREAT TIME talking about our past together . Like Drinking together , tonning together and stuff . And how we ended together sounds so miracle ? LOL! idk , thats what my darling said ? (:
Homed . :DDD
BABY , IT'S 12.23AM RIGHT NOW! AND IT'S OUR LOVELY THIRD MONTH . ILOVEYOUDARLING SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH !!!!! MUACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, August 09, 2007 ; 12:46 AMY
Be back by my side ; will you?
What if you woke up and there were no sun?
Or you found that you had no legs,
And could neither walk nor run?
What if you wanted to breathe and there was no air or no food to eat, and no clothes to wear?
What if you wanted to read and there was no light?
Or you lost your sense of hearing, and worse your sense of sight?
What if you wanted to drink and there was no water or suddenly fell ill, and there was no doctor?
What if you were cold and there was no warmth?
What if u were tired and were allowed no rest?
What if u were punished, though u did your very best?
What if there was no peace and the world was at war?
And your life was in danger, with no safety at all?
What if racial discord destroyed our harmony?
What would your future be, in such a society?
Ever since the day we were born,
We have taken too much for granted,
And got almost everything we wanted.
So spare a thought for the 'What Ifs'.
Well i got this paragraph from someone's blog . Well personally i don't know who that person actually is . But well , i kinda like this . I don't know why. And yea , no wrong . We took too much for granted . We thot having this is a must is a ya know , naturally somehow , i don't know who to put in english . In chinese there's a phrase that goes like this : " Yong you zhe yi qie , dou shi ni suo dang ran . " I don't know , people out there might think . Since when i've become so OLD , so emotional ? Haas ! I'm wondering too . But the fact was i AM EMOTIONAL . Well , i cannot say i'm being emo . Suddenly i felt , and thinking as well . Who on earth created the word EMO ? Is EMO ; emotional .
Well i'm starting to think , do i rlly know the meaning of it ? I don't know what's going on in my mind now .
Maybe she is right ,
" thks for not using direct vulgarities(: lols. what did she done to deserve to be "wish" by you to choke her to death? betrayed? are you really sure she did? have your really try talking directly to her letting her know you all felt betrayed by her? or just simply by posting in blog or talking abt her among yourself only? "
Well , i'm having this thinking now that the whole worlds judged me as the bad guy , i'm bullying her . Even the one hurting her . But who the fuck ever spare a thought for us? I'm starting to think i'm stupid to even sheding my tears behind her back and telling others not to tell her , even asking that person to tell that i'm F.I.N.E . Even though i am not fucking fine at all (:
I know i'm starting to get random =/
Okay back to the point , maybe we didn't rlly try talking directly to her . But why can't she be talking to us directly ? Did she rlly cherish us as much as she always mentioned she did? Did she rlly have us in her heart? Did she rlly ask her to seek our opinion? Did she rlly , did she rlly . All of this did she rlly is popping one by one in my head . I know how it feels to be doubted , especially when it comes to love . But did you actually know why we choose to be this way . We said we don't care , but that doesn't mean we don't . We speak what we don't mean . We appeared to be hating , hated . whatsoever about you . But did you ask urself this , when there's no love how come there's hate? idk rlly know what the fuck i am talking about also . but all i know is .. i should leave it as a secret (:
And idk why , i'm starting to be more and more demanding and unreasonable . Well if i wanna voice out what i wanna say today , i shouldn't be keeping anything else inside . Sometimes , i'm starting to worry for myself . What have i become ? My emotional ain't normal anymore . idk why , i would get sad over nothing . i would get irritated by small lil things . i would get fed up for something but wish not letting each other know . SINCE WHEN I'VE BECOME SUCH PERSON ? VIVIAN AH VIVIAN . What is this?
When you're on the phone with me not concentrating , i would be a lil angry , a lil not interested in talking to you . When you're having fun with your brothers . Hearing your lively laughters , i will always feel that i'm not the one . When you're giving black face , i asked you why . But after that , i would gradually give up . Not like last time , keep asking till i get my answer then i'm satisfied . Well maybe , i know what will the answer be like in the end? Probably i got too used to the whatever attitude when you or me are having a rlly lousy mood when we're together? Sometime i told myself , am i that lousy to have deserve what you gave me sometimes . alright , forget it . I don't want to say anymore .
I JUST AIN'T DOING WELL ENOUGH .Labels: Mood swings
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 ; 12:55 PMY
Be back by my side ; will you?
He tastes like you but only sweeter.(:
5 August 2oo7
isabelle♥^*Haas , honoured ? LOL! Thats good , ilovejellybeanny :DD
SA^*Oh? you tagged me (: finally ehs ! =P Haas , sure sure . You too okays ? (:
angeline^*Thanks , ILOVEYOU (:
HUIMIN^*Ya you're right (: Let's see . She'll got her retribution for doing it so badly >: [
WANTING^*Haas , i WILL ! you too dummy (:
'-don^*It normal for me being scared what!? You lehs , abnormal for you okay ? STUPIDassy :D LOVES YA TOO !
6 August 2oo7
WEIZHONG^*Where got? I SAID NOT FORGETTING MARHS !?! LOLOL! i love you :D
HUIMIN^*I'll make sure THIS WILL AND MUST TURN OUT TO BE THE ETERNITYS !
JAS(:^*i'm rlly glad to hear that :D
'-don^*Huh? Why suddenly like so happy ? LOL! I love you too
7 August 2oo7
YC^*Stupid brother , i where got skinny !? (:
FATT^*Aiyoo , why sad sad? Please don't be sad (:
HUIMIN^*Wah stupid siaa , why must tell everybody one arhs ! Blood bytch LOVES (:
WANTING^*You're right ! It is a GOOD THING :D x333333333
8 August 2007
Superman[:^*Auntie Bowl? Who's that? Haas ! Okay well i think i'll have the time like next week or so ? (:
Alright , i think none of us shall trust you anymore . Saying harmony and stuff on the other hand you agreed for breaking . Nice one uh? And you actually said you didn't agreed to it when another she said you didn't disagree to it neither did you ask her to seek for my opinion first . She told us is you asked her to tell us not ask us. So who should we trust. Anyway , it's over . i have my Eternity 8 . I shall make it a sure 100 percent eternity. Not like us . I'll make sure when i said TIONGXIM means TIONGXIM . I won't jump to another clique like you did (: And lil darling was right . It's none of our business already since it's over means it's over . I removed names , i log out of groups . i deleted the pictured in my computer , i did what i should have . Cause i see no point to care when none of you give a fucking damn about it . I find it so stupid when you said you're tired so you gave attitude . But i see why you ain't giving your 9 lil fuckers attitude just because you're tired. This is A JOKE OF THE DAY my dear :D
Well , i skipped school today . Cause i find it rlly pointless in going for national day concert for like only 2 hours ? Anyway , i'm rlly sick of going to school sitting beside 2 lil fuckers plus one fatty fucker . And going to class walking pass a class of nine fuckers? Well , it's just getting more irritating each day . The whole point is , i don't like your faces anymore [:
Anyway , this few days haven't been paying attention in class . Cause i hate the maths topic on graphs . And i hate being teached by Nathania Oi . And i hate attending History lessons cause it make me feel like sleeping . And the whole picture is : " School sucks "
I'm meeting
BABY later on , and going to catch the Jay's movie :D
And
BABY is right , i shouldn't shed a tears for them . Cause they ain't fucking worth it (:
I wish you choke and die D:
